I am human.
I'm always hungry
and I walk in circles.

I am a human who walks in circles.

I know that every time I eat
that I'll be hungry again.

I know that every time I'm hungry
that I'll eat again.

I am a human who walks in circles.

I am getting dizzy.

more than i do

i don't have the time to know You
i don't give the time i want to
i'm all about living life for You
but it seems that i've lost it without You
i want to... know You...

more than i do, more than i do
i want to know You
more than I do, i wanna know you
'cause i'm living life for You

the clock is a-ticking against me
i'm trying to surrender to be free
all this time in my hands
is slipping out just like sand
i want to... know You...

more than i do, more than i do
i want to know You
more than i do, I wanna know you
'cause i'm living life for You

i know that You are there
but i'm feeling kind of scared
'cause i don't know just quite where... i am

i know that You are here
i feel that You are near
i've got nothing to fear

i wanna know You, more than i do
i want to know You
more than i do, i wanna know You
'cause i'm living life for You

will you fly with me?

what if a bird
would just fly us away?
would you come with me tonight?
what do you say?

lets just go somewhere else
and stay there awhile.
im ready to go,
we can fly a few miles.

so what do you say?
will you come with me?
i need to know now
cause we're at the tree.

we could climb to the bird
and i'd hold you tight
are you going to come?
cause its about to take flight.

what if a bird
would just fly us away?
would you come with me tonight?
what do you say?

white cold

the cold is like gloves on my hands.

it's not usually very cold here. it might rain one night and a cold front comes in, but it's never cold for more than a week or so.

you see the word cold and your mind sees the color white. white like snow. it only snows here once every ten years. i wish it would snow. i want real winter. i want the cold to come and stay, i want the ground to be covered in snow. covered in white. but, i dont see white. all i can see is green.

its harder than i thought it would be.
seeing them over there
at the beginning of a new story.

i stare at the cold white worksheet and remember. "i used to wear her like a jacket." and she was the gloves. and they were warm.

"i feel like exploding"
"why?"
"because often times things are overwhelming.
im alright. no worries."
"...i wanna know."
"i feel like running
in a field."
"what?"
"the picture in my mind is amazing.
the green is so green.
the blue is so blue.
the white is so white.
the colors are so bright.
it's a pretty cool picture.
i just want to run through it.
run until i fall..."
...fall on the ground with her.
running through fields with her.
running til we fall and rolling around
in the such green grass,
under the such blue sky,
with the such white clouds,
feeling such bright emotions.
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laughter. joy. innocence. love.

A New Sparkle

my eyes are locked into yours
there's a sparkle there
like the horizon of sea shores

in all this im looking at you
trying to speak with my heart
this sparkle is new

all these feelings out in the sea
they wash up on the land
and its so clear to me

sun reflecting and it's mine
all this coming from your eyes
the sparkle's new, its here this time.