Couldn't Be Meant To Be

the screen empties
save one window
the cursor blinks
he waits for words
words that won't come
words that aren't meant to come
words that couldn't possibly be meant to be
just as they couldn't possibly be meant to be

then he thought
thought of where he was
the idiocy
and the hopelessness
hopeless to be
they couldn't be meant to be

why was he like this?
what were these words?
what would they mean?
they would mean nothing
filled to the top and spilling over
they couldn't be meant to be